Poems

9.1.22

Regrets I will never let fill my mind 

I trust the universe with the unfolding of my life 

So let things be how they are meant to be

And allow my experiences to be one of a kind 

Allow me to let go of the past in be in this present moment enjoying my time 

Allow me to forget of my mistakes and break free from my mind 

Ase! 

-Tyler Waters 

8.18.22

Life is nothing but a journey 

My vibration is too high up for the bullshit to hurt me 

Im focused on growing, not the fake heartless people that will do you dirty 

Im going straight for my goals no stopping, not even curving 

Even though it feels like endless hell I got my breakthrough and many blessings lurkin  

I open up to the universe every day to see where I am taken

And let me say, life is an amazing journey 

-Tyler Waters 

8.4.22

Times of stressful situations but I know that I can take it 

Its all about perspective, so a high view will be what I make it 

Shifting my thoughts, desires, beliefs and all that I am sayin

My vibration will continue rising even if I have to fake it til I make it 

I am healing from the time the sun rises to the time the day ends 

Any chance to evolve I am takin it 

I got a path to create and it is a good direction the way I am pavin it 

-Tyler Waters 

7.28.2022

Moments of aggravation, overthinking possible scenarios 

I need a break, I need my mind to be clear of my lows 

I am tired of constantly dealing with a bad situation 

I just want a breakthrough 

Life can be so fulfilling yet so draining 

Starts out small then turns life changing 

I want my breakthrough 

Tyler Waters 

7.21.22

I know better, I shouldn't of given in

But I put so much work in, I recieve half of what I am givin 

I know it is up to me to decide my standards of livin 

But events take place and they keep dragging me 

One after the other, will it ever stop?

I am tryna stay strong but my hope is bound to drop 

Who knows, hopefully I see the brighter side of things soon 

-Tyler Waters 

7.14.22

Worrying is no longer a part of me 

I've been worried since the start of me 

But now I healed and there is no dark in me 

I reached nirvana and I found that little spark in me

I will embrace the positive side and it won't be partially 

Tyler Waters 

3.20.22

I am filled with all I need to grow 

I was put here for a purpose, that purpose started to show 

In times of low, i knew to stay strong 

I stayed alive, and now I know where I belong 

I can't let my shadow kill me, bad times are times that are never too long 

I really changed my perception and learned my lesson 

Bad times are not for no reason, they are all hidden blessings 

Tyler Waters

3.13.22

I could find a reason to be offended

Rather I'll understand it was nothing personal

We all try our best, and we all make mistakes 

I learned to mind my emotions, thoughts, and words 

Because I was at that point where I caused problems and acted like a jerk 

I projected my pain onto others, and I ended up leaving them hurt

But it was nothing personal, I just knew no better 

So hopefully you understand not to be so quick to judge in this letter 

If somebody messes up, teach them how to be better 

Do not bash them down, because it's obvious that isn't clever

-Tyler Waters  

3.6.22

Thankfully I can leave you where you are 

I don't wanna fight with you no more, I already have enough battle scars 

You are a detriment to my health, I think we all know it 

I wish I acknowledged it sooner with the red flags that you were showing 

But I have my personal power, and I am never attached 

So letting go will be easy

When I find a better habit to replace you my life will have better meaning 

I fought enough with you, this fight is over 

-Tyler Waters 

2.20.22

If it were not for bad times, where would we find knowledge? 

Sure, negative experiences are unwanted, but if it does show itself we should embrace it

Because those who fall and get back up are stronger than those who never fall at all

So rather than reacting, we should study and analyze our experience 

Stay calm and balanced

Take the lesson and then move on

-Tyler Waters 

2.13.21

Depression mixed with anger is like hell within your mind

It leaves me alone at night staring at the ceiling as time passes by 

Nothing planned but to think of the things wrong with my life 

How could I be this horrible

My parents deserve a better son 

I tried to live my life but I need drugs just to have fun 

Without it, all that is on my mind is the mistakes

But I try to be a better me everyday 

I guess it will happen at it's own pace 

Hopefully one day I meet joy and develop a smile on my face

-Tyler Waters 

2.6.21

No bad vibes 

I am on a higher frequency 

You low vibrational leeches can't get to me 

I woke up and realized the power within 

I started this journey now I got to finish 

I will finish 

I will finish stronger than I have ever been 

Every day I will evolve and elevate 

The day I die is when I will celebrate 

Because I will think 'I am proud of the life I have made' 

-Tyler Waters 

1.30.22

The doors have opened up 

Now I feel alive 

Joy I missed you so much 

Meeting you once again has tears in my eyes 

I thought I lost you for good 

But it was just lies from my mind 

I forgot how to be patient, and to ride the wave of life 

I realized the whole time it was up to me to decide 

Either I could allow the negativity to consume me or heal myself to get back right 

-Tyler Waters 

1.23.22

I realized I could only help myself 

How am I supposed to help when I don't even got the best health

I had to take my steps alone 

But the place I am in now you can tell I've grown 

Cus a closed minded person couldn't have this perspective of life 

Let go and open up your mind

-Tyler Waters 

1.16.22

Paranoia is acting crazy, worse than before 

Questioning everyone behind me as if it's something I can't ignore 

My mind right now is acting hardcore 

Giving me multiple reasons to lock myself indoors 

'They're against you' my mind says 

But i am trying to realize those negative thoughts are lies 

It's just hard when I've seen messed up things with my own eyes 

But I'll be fine 

I just need to understand it's not as bad as it really is 

Maybe soon my healing process will begin

At least I hope 

-Tyler Waters 

1.9.22

I kind of miss the old me, the me where I cared and enjoyed life

The me where I could genuinely smile 

But now I know the secrets to life 

Its a blessing and a curse, but I'll look on the bright side 

At least I know, I have the experience and I can't get hurt anymore

To the old me and the ones who loved the old me

I am not sorry, nobody else was going to care or heal me so I had to do it myself 

-Tyler Waters

1.2.22

You can do anything that comes to mind 

It all starts within, so waste no more time 

Get to putting in the effort 

Keep your head up and don't fall under pressure 

Start taking time to make moves and make every move clever 

Be like the sun, still shining even in rainy weather 

-Tyler Waters 

12.26.21

Random episodes of depression and anxiety

My heart is racing, skipping beats, and my mind is gone 

I try to hold on and get through, but I don't know my capability

My dues are showing up and I'm late on all my fines 

So, if I suddenly stop breathing let me be

The peace I will get is worth it

-Tyler Waters 

12.19.21

Who knew life could be this beautiful?

Being in a peaceful position while new opportunities flow right to you 

Even though I have a lot going on, my sight to the positive side is strong and clear 

I already know abundance is near 

This is where I free myself of depression and fear 

-Tyler Waters

12.12.21

Baking cookies, hot chocolate, and sitting at the fireplace 

Looking out the window to watch the falling snowflakes 

Putting up decorations around the house, making it a well-known showplace 

Tons of lights, Christmas trees, and the snowman out in front with the huge smile on his face 

What a time to be in, not one thing you can't enjoy 

-Tyler Waters

12.5.21

Tis the season, it is finally here

The time of year when we all spread cheer 

And every house we pass is as bright and beautiful as a chandelier 

But let's not forget how we appear 

The ugly sweaters, Santa hats, and even wearing elf ears 

But this is the time where everybody gets involved and in the right state of mind 

So, I think it is safe to say this is the best time of the year 

-Tyler Waters 

11.28.21

You are just another reason I should not trust

I've been hurt before but this time I feel mentally fucked 

How could you do this to the people that you 'loved' 

I guess being family isn't good enough 

You cause so much anger, sadness, and paranoia 

Sometimes it makes me feel like giving up

Cause now I won't ever trust like I used to 

I won't ever be the same due to what you're putting us through 

Funny to think my whole life that I knew you 

But you did the unthinkable and showed your true colors 

I despise you and I can say it without a stutter 

-Tyler Waters 

11.21.21

Getting away from negativity 

It is time to take a break 

No more pretending to be happy 

No more smiling because it was all fake 

It is time to face my pain 

Time to solve my mistakes 

I will heal 

And I will be better 

I just need a little alone time 

But I'll keep in touch through writing letters 

-Tyler Waters 

11.14.21

This morning is a good time to be happy 

I woke up fully functioning while receiving a new opportunity 

Who knew what life could do to me 

A boy who was once below rock bottom, to now being better than ever 

One who was making all the bad moves, to now moving clever 

A soul who thought they'd be sad forever 

Who had not a care in the world, trying to just feel something in life even if it meant doing whatever 

But look at me now 

I finally reached a better place 

It took some time, but i stuck to a steady pace 

I am on the path to success, allowing my dark memories to erase 

The now, the future is the only way I will face  

-Tyler Waters 

11.7.21

Waking up with success coming to mind 

I am tired of being broke, no more excuses to find 

This is it, I need to start on my grind 

i need to make my own plan then do what I assigned 

It's time to move on up, no more being behind 

When I am above success that's when I'll think to unwind 

But now I'm acting on my purpose 

I'm becoming aligned

No more distractions, try to fuck with me it'll leave you declined

Now is the start of my greatness

-Tyler Waters 

10.31.21

Transmute and evolve 

Something that I live by 

A lot of problems I caused and had to solve

But the knowledge I have gives an understanding of why 

Rather than letting bad things revolve 

I should get off my ass and reach to be higher than my high 

Motivation right now is a little hard to get 

But I promise you this will not be the end 

Whether I take baby steps or not 

I swear, oh I swear 

I will transmute and evolve 

-Tyler Waters

10.24.21

The sound of rain on my window 

Listening to jazz as I drink my espresso 

And on my plate is some toast and avocado 

The comfort of the morning has me blown 

I never knew rainy mornings could be so mellow 

But just wait for the afterglow 

The fresh air and the rainbow

I want this moment and feeling to last

Let the day go by slow 

So I can enjoy the day 

And let my mind go into a state of whoa

-Tyler Waters

10.17.21

Chilling mornings 

Sweet and warm coffee 

Birds chirping in the background 

There is nothing better 

Happy music 

Deep breaths  

There is nothing better 

Clear sky 

Bright sun 

There is nothing better 

I am thankful for these beautiful days 

-Tyler Waters

10.10.21

The cold morning paired with a warm cup of coffee is the best 

To be able to live in this moment I feel blessed 

This is the time of the year I'm happy to express 

The food, decorations, and energy never leaves me unimpressed 

The time of the year we love to address

How this time of the year is the best

-Tyler Waters

10.3.21

The urge to drop all of these materials to go within 

Healing my body, mind, and soul in order to freely live

I am tired of distractions and procrastination 

No longer will I allow obstacles to stop me from reaching my destination 

Right now I feel like a god with all of this motivation 

This is the start of my elevation 

Transmuting the negative energy from my deprivation 

I am leveling up 

-Tyler Waters 

9.26.21

Oh how fall is almost here

leaves falling down as we fill with cheer 

knowing the holidays are near.

From halloween to thanksgiving, and christmas to new years 

These are the times that seem to make us feel complete.

Non-stop memories with smiles that can't be beat 

-Tyler Waters

9.19.21

I am thankful for so much

From shelter, 

to a family I love a bunch 

From the joy I feel inside 

To the life with not a moment that sucks

So passionate, not a time I'd wanna miss 

Even though I'm getting older, I still live like a kid 

And that I am proud of

Thankful to be me 

-Tyler Waters 

9.5.21

Just when I thought it was over

Relapsing has my mind in a blur 

Mix of sadness and anger

I'd label it as absurd 

And this ain't the kinda feeling 

I want to endure 

But sometimes I have to face the boulder 

Now I am here 

With my head down 

Wishin death was a little bit closer 

Oh wait, let me restate that 

I was allowing depression to have room 

And I really hate that 

I know with greatness it takes time 

Ill go ahead and just embrace that 

I know Im where I need to be 

Allow me to state that 

Imma go and meditate 

To my higher self Imma migrate back 

Maybe that'll help to get me out of my past

Atleast to the universe I pray that

-Tyler Waters

8.29.21

Waking up with a burst of energy 

Energy of love, peace, and positivity 

Allowing the present moment to center me 

Stepping outside for that breath of fresh air 

The moon still shining, watching as I stare 

Taking in the beauty of nature 

As birds are singing and flying in the air 

Then I smell my coffee as it finishes up 

Coffee is nothing but love and joy all in a cup 

Just like jazz music and my beautiful cat 

It never fails to lift my spirit up 

I am thankful for the mornings like these 

-Tyler Waters

5.7.21

Let go of the knife, 

your skin is too beautiful

Do not let your mind

make you feel bamboozled 

You may feel worthless

But truth is your worth more 

than a jewel 

Do not feel trapped 

in what you say is a cubical 

Because once you break free 

Life is beautiful 

We know pain is not forever 

That is undeniable 

But you have to learn to be strong

even through the unlikable 

If something bad happens 

Do not take it personal 

So please drop your knife 

Cus you are irreplaceable 

-Tyler Waters

4.30.21

Love for me has always had moments that hurt

Even when I tried to find the perks

Ignoring deep down that it made my life worse

And once I gave it up

I began to fix the curse

I realized my own love

Is my only cure

I still want my soulmate for sure

But now I know 

To put myself first

For if I don't, the pain will only endure

Maybe love does have perks 

-Tyler Waters 

4.26.21

Do not be sad

reminiscing on things you once had

either way it goes 

you knew it would  have ended bad

so let go

of the things you once had

Do not indulge in the past

Go to the nearest lake and collect lily pads 

Or you can go down the road 

to play with the neighbors friendly cats 

There are many ways to be in joy 

Use the sadness as your launch pad

To help you let go 

of what you once had

-Tyler Waters